That’s me… It’s funny how many different ways I’ve asked for help and then just ignored the advice… Granted I wasn’t ready so that makes it ok, or at least in my mind it does, but then I’m sure people were tired of me asking… What’s funny is that right now the only thing I have under control (tenuous at best) is my drinking… What about the rest?
— I spend too much and now we have credit card debt to show for it
— I eat too much and now my fat pants are tight
— I run my mouth too much, it’s ruined friendships
— I picked up a cigarette at 18 and didn’t put them down for a decade
–enter alcohol and I drank too much
— I say “yes” too much and don’t value my time enough
— I could go on and on, probably the one reason when I was younger I never experimented with drugs, I was afraid that’d be another issue
So I guess the question is, I seem to have figured out however briefly how to flip the switch on the alcohol but what about the rest… What in my brain makes me do “too much” with whatever it is? I hate to say I have an addictive personality because that just sounds like a cop out… What can I do to flip the switch to make my brain be “normal” … or whatever normal is!!!
AGGHHHHH!!!! BTW… Still sober, 27 Days today!